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Hello, whoever you are that is reading this. I go by Harpyr for my gamer handle and for privacy, I will go by that in this blog. My bf will go by his gamer handle, Mortochai. I will probably call him Morty for short. I have been experiencing life-changing moments this month. I have always struggled with mental health and trying to find a meaningful life. All of that changed when I met Morty. He has sparked a deep change in me. I find myself now living life to the fullest. My total point of view on life has changed. I want to share my journal entries for a few reasons. First, it started because I was scared that I was just having a manic episode and I was going to stop feeling all of this the next day and I didn't want to forget those feelings. The feelings didn't change the next few days. So then it was just me keeping a journal so that I could go back and read it later to refresh my memory. And then it was something that I could keep and when I write my wedding vows or proposal, I can reference some of this stuff I've said before. And still the feelings didn't go away. I had some more life-changing moments with Morty. Last night, I had a huge eureka moment and I decided that I want to share what I am going through. My hope is that it can maybe give other people a small bit of hope if they are struggling with life. I had never thought I would feel this way and now it has happened to me. No matter how dark that tunnel gets, you always get to the light on the other side if you keep going and not give up.

And then I had another thought. Maybe instead of me individually asking people for assistance, I could let friends and family see how my life is going and what all of my new life goals are, and they can choose to contribute if they would like. I am going to make a post about all of my new life goals and hopefully a timeline. The idea is that I would only use the money donated toward these goals and I can actively post and share how these contributions are going towards me living my life to the fullest with Morty. Instead of birthday gifts, I would rather have someone donate toward my goals. It would be a way to make sure someone is making a meaningful gift and I will share posts explaining how those gifts help Morty and I.

Disclaimer- These entries are adult thoughts and posts. I may have some language or content that is not pg.